Journal of Kerrbear 20210303

  • Another minor release for #Nameless last night

    • is it time to try to make it marketable?

    • considered offering an interactive experience for meditators to set intentions and reflect upon situations

      • Headspace?
      • Calm?
    • Does no one else want what I want?

  • Gave #Zephyr Bear a dream feed bottle at 11 pm

    • This was a battle

    • He wakes up in his swaddle constantly

    • In the middle of the night he woke up and shat as hard as he could, seemingly to escape the swaddle

    • This morning I lay awake and dozy with him on my chest and still he flails and chatters but not as frustratedly and I can comfort him easily

  • #Gratitude

    • Babies, mainly for babies
    • Second chances
    • and thirds and so on
    • Whatever chance we're on
    • we are forgiven
    • that's where the gift has already arrived
    • you are the gift
    • I am the gift
    • babies once
    • and now lost most likely
    • but not for long
    • since babies once
    • again can bring us 'round
Journal of Kerrbear 20210303